Anybody there?... Don't you, at times, feel lonely like a lonely box? Sometimes, being alone is good, but to feel lonely everyday isn't really good for a person. It takes over your thoughts, making you think that noone in the world could ever care for you. It takes over your heart too, at times, and make you wish to go back in time or worse. But the best way to spend your lonely time, is to spend it with God. When one does, then those thoughts go away. It's amazing how one thought can take over your life, but one look in the right direction can change your life around.

I've been reading a book that my sister had read, about an Amish girl who is crippled. Reading it made me think about my own life. I am like that Amish girl. When she was young, she took the fact aht she can't use her legs and made it into something very cheerful, but as she got older, she thought more about her crippleless than what God wants. When I was a little girl, I was so outgoing that noone scared me, but now..It's like i am more focused on how i look rather than what God wants. It is very hard to do such a thing. But, I am getting there. Slowly! The more i read the Bible, and the more i think about things, the more i realize that I need God. I need Him more than anything else.

But when i am alone, i know that God is there taking care of me. He loves me so much, just it is hard to believe such a thing at times.

Well, work is going alright. I have this guy hating me. I think it is very sweet, because i never had a guy hating me because i was feeling unconfortable with someone watching me work. O-wells. I'll let him be all mad at me, i can't do anything about it but to pray. Other than that guy, two other guys have captured me. What i mean by that, is that i love hanging out with them and getting to know them as friends. They are both married with kids, so no falling in love and no worries. both are Born-again, and both are very kind. I am spoiled around them, talking about God's Word or having them help me out with this or that. It's great.

My room will be getting fix sometime this week. I am excited, because not only is the wall being fixed, it'll be painted too. Kaytie and I are thinking that it'll look very sweet if we had it painted light purple then spunge light blue over it. mega girly and totally us.

Well, that is that.. Those who are at school, enjoy!! and those who are not, still enjoy life!! Peace Out!!