Tuesday, July 01, 2008
posted by 2Crazzie4U at 1:39 AM

The other day I received a text from Sam {Samantha}, saying that she was in the USA now. We called each other, and talked for a bit. It was amazing to hear that the missions trip to Turkey went very well. Sam has saved a bird from drowning, but we agreed that she really saved the cat who ate that bird. It sure was great to hear from her again. John and her are amazing together, and I miss being around them both. Sam continues to tell me that when she has a baby, she will make me move in with her and John and be a Nanny to her kids- even though she is going to be a stay at home mom. haha





I love hearing updated on my niece. When I received this picture, I was jumping for joy. She is takin after me, and I am not even there for her to take after from. But I love how she is drinking the bottle like a little monkey that is going to be. She learned how to crawl forward, and is ever so cute. I just wish I could be there to watch her grow in person. But I am blessed to have been able to see her in person and to hold her when she was only 3 weeks old. What a cutie she is!!


Now it's me, things have changed since I went to school last. been jobless- but still have hopes that the Lord has one out there that is perfect for me. I can't wait to see what it is, because I know it has to be very great for me to have to wait this long. I think it will be great to be a Nanny and be around kids all the time. I will only miss the kids that I have started to get to know on Monday Nights for our bus kids program {which this week's it was Crazzie with 22 kids for my class}. Other than Monday nights with the kids, I don't feel like I belong at Faith anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love the Pastor, and I love some of the people there... it's just, when I am there- I feel alone. Have felt that way for years now and is one of the reasons I joined another church. So I have been slacking off with going to church on Sunday mornings and Wednesday nights.

I met this guy online at random who never heard anything about Jesus Christ. So I sent him a Bible and will be able to give him the Good News and have him read it himself. This seems to help get my mind back on where it belongs.

A friend of Juan's died the other day. So when he came to pick me up, I was able to be of some comfort to him by being here for him. I am a bit sad, because I know it's not easy loosing someone that close to you. We didn't do much, but just being there in his presence had help him out a bit. I am glad that I could be there for a friend in need. :D
 
Thursday, May 15, 2008
posted by 2Crazzie4U at 9:45 AM
School is over, and now i am home. I can't believe how much i have learn and changed since the 1st day of school. Things are different, even i am different. New things yet to learn, and yet things to remember.

I had my very 1st interview. It turned out to be for sales {meaning i would go to houses to sell items}.. Not my cup of tea at all. I much rather be in the dishpit or cleaning {with no spiders}. I just want to work, but i guess i am a bit picky with what i want.

I haven't been able to go to my church yet, and it's been almost 2 weeks now. Everytime i call for a ride, noone answers. Im thinking that their phone was turned off or something. I really want to go to my church and not Faith.
Tomorrow, Jayme is taking us up to watch the new Narnia movie. I am excited and can't wait. I am glad to be home -kinda- Because i get to see Jayme and hang out with him more than i usually do.
China had a 7.8 Earthquake a few days ago. Many people are still traped and many are dead. Much more are homeless, and not enough food or water for them all. It is really sad really... knowing that there isn't anything that i can do to help them, besides pray for those who are still alive.
The News is now saying that the Nazis are still alive and how they are still against the Jews. And yet, the Jews are just trying to keep their land. Why not just leave them alone and go on with life?? Why must people be so mean and want to kill others? They wouldn't want someone blowing them up or anything, so why do that to others? It's just stupid.
Why must we be in a war when we are all humans and are very alike--just serve different gods or serve the one and only God. He will be coming soon... i just know it. But at the same time, i am struggleing spiritually ever so much.. just people are making more drama over one situation and not willing to help me spiritually. So of course i will go towards what they are trying to pull me away rather than trying to help me see spiritually. Jayme got me thinking a bit more about it all, by telling me that this is adultery, but that was about it. Noone is willing to help me stay focus on Him... maybe it's best if i just forget about it all.. about going to church, or having friends or having family. It does seem like i am alone anyways.
 
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
posted by 2Crazzie4U at 1:20 PM
Another year done of college!! This has been a fun, hard year. So many things happened- from things given away to disappointments. But in the end, it all worked out for His glory. I am still friends with my best friend, and I learned a lesson from all of this. Forgiveness is a powerful thing, and can be hard. It is best to have communication with one an other- and if the other doesn't want to talk, then just give it to the Lord. He will take care of it in time.


I am excited that I am done with Finals and now can relax and have a good time with my friends and family. I shall learn new lessons and shall face new trials. But for today, I shall rejoice in His name, because He got me through this year. I wouldn't have been able to do anything if it wasn't for Him.


There is still light at the end of the road, i just need to get from here to there. Even though it may be hilly, or long or never ending, the Lord is the one in control of the driving by telling me what exit i need to take or when to take a rest stop. the Lord knows when we need a small breakm and He gives it to us. He doesn't give us what we cannot handle. :D
 
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
posted by 2Crazzie4U at 4:54 PM
My older sister had a baby on December 5th of 2007. The baby's name is Reyna Ruthanna Allen. She is ever so cute. During Christmas break, i was able to fly down there and see my little niece. I loved holding her and watching her many faces that she made.

It was a blast getting to hang out with Ruthanna, Kaytie, Chris and Joy. I was able to talk to Chris a bit here and there, and i was able to talk to Joy- which we haven't done much of since she got married. It had been different between us, because she is now married and have a job and now a baby to take care of. And i am working and going to school.

I love her blue eyes- but all babies have blue eyes when they are born, then it changes into the color that is theirs forever. Chris has brown eyes, and Joy has hazel eyes {like me}. Reyna looks alot like Chris and a bit of Joy {what a shocker, i know!!}

Anyways, School is going alright. Taking 3 computer classes, 2 Biblical Counseling classes and 1 class that i had to retake. I love my classes and do enjoy it. 2 of my classes i have no friends in, but that is alright!! I might not be able to do my work if i had a friend in there. :D

I love working with the kids at church. They are ever so cute and adorable and trouble makers- it's great. Wednesdays, i get to watch 3-6 year olds. I even help out with the puppets, GO PUPPETS!!! Then i am on the bus playing around with the kids and making sure they don't go into the back-back of the bus or crawling on the floor {YUCK! the floor sure is dirty!} and Sundays, i work with the 2 and 3 year olds. It is fun. :D

Well- thats all i can think of to update you with. :D Yup- still am alive and breathing. Praise be to Him!!
 
Friday, November 02, 2007
posted by 2Crazzie4U at 3:29 PM
Here are some pictures of kids and whatnots! First off, are some of the Bus-kids for Wednesdays! Ali is a sweet girl, but does have alot to learn still. She is very talkative, and is so like any Middle School girl. Mitchele is the trouble maker on the bus. But, if ya get his attention with something {like a game or something challenging} he will behave for a bit.
Rob and his son, Matthew. Matthew is a cutie- but sure does love to talk and wonder around. He loves to be the center of the attentions. hahaha. Like one time he went around the room telling everyone, "boys are not allowed to be scared". hahahahaha
The 3-5 year olds i work with on Wednesdays. This is during game-time. they sure do love to play and run around. it is always new teams, and always ends up a tie {no matter which side has the most wins}..
Angela is one of the 2 girls in the room {besides the workers..} She is quiet and sweet and loves to help out {sounds like me}
David {Angela's little brother}. He loves to wonder around too, but he is indeed quiet, so one min he's next to ya and the next he is gone. they are glueing little items onto their picture.. which we were learning about following that which is good and not evil {bad}.
Alex- he is a very outgoing kid. His dad works with me in the kitchen {Mr. Pete}. His sister {Elizabeth- picture shown later}, is also outgoing when she gets to know ya.
Before going onto the bus on Wednesdays, we have a little meeting and we pray for the kids. Here we were just playing around just a bit with picture taken.. Jolene wasn't feeling to well, and Tim {the guy} took a pic of her on his phone.. i just love that smile on his face. The pic he tooken was a great pic of Jo.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. He laughed when i showed him this pic.
James- is another guy who works on the bus with us on wednesdays. He is one crazzie guy. We did left him behind one time..ops!! he had his stuff on the bus, and he went into the church to look for the kids- and well... we were gone when he came out. hahaha. He also got the job for sercuity at nights. So it is fun seeing him in his outfit and picking on him. All the sercuity had to had pepper-spray done to them... he wasn't happy about it at first,but when i saw him later, he was braging about it. lol
Jolene with Alexis on Sunday Morning. He doesn't like his picture taken- but he sure does love to be the center of attention. One crazzie kid he is.
Sodukoo, she is a sweet sweet girl. She doesn't know english very well, but she does love to smile. I got her to talk to me in spanish a bit- she was shocked that i knew some words in spanish. hehehe :D
Pedro- one out going kid. Here he is showing off his "Invasion of CheeseIts".. hahaha. I have a video about it- Way too funnie. I can't get onto the site here at school to post it-.. maybe laters! :D The kids are funnie!
Ty with a ball. He loves his picture taken and was asking me to take about 394583295 of them {which i deleted most of them. hahaha}. He is one of 5-6 kids that i take to tell a story after a while of playing. Elizabeth is the little girl in the background. Daniel is the little boy in the background. He now has a blackeye- because he thought it would be fun to run into his older brother's head as they were taken a "nap". {that is what his mom said}
Erisa {friend from Japan} with Michele. He is a very quiet boy, but can talk ya ear off if ya let him. Erisa grew up in Japan and now her parents are missionaries out there. I heard her talking in Japaneess with her mom a few weeks ago, and it was very nifty hearing how fast she was talking in the other lang.
The view i see when i am on the top bunk in Jolene's room.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. it sure is fun trying to get up there.. haha!
Rachel, Travor, Mel... all who i work with on nights. Rachel and Mel works on the 2nd, 3rd floor and the coffee shop. Travor works with me on the 1st floor, basement and the library.There are 2 other people on my team, and 2 others on the girl's team {which are not shown in this pic}..

After putting the trash away i took a pic of the side of Old Main {OM}. Pretty nifty with the light and whatnots. ya can see the little lobby area to that door {shown in the window} that leads to the Student Center. cool-beans!

And thats that.. hope ya enjoy seeing some new pics! sorry- none new of me!

 
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
posted by 2Crazzie4U at 3:32 PM
My Savior

Lord, how can I live for you today?
How can I show my love for you today?
How can I serve others today?
And how can I help someone today?

Father, may I live today to glorify you?
May I show my heart to you?
May I serve others today so they see you?
And may I help someone to walk the pathway to you?

Master, can I live for you tomorrow?
Can I love you more tomorrow?
Can I serve others greatly tomorrow?
And can I help someone in a wonderous way tomorrow?

Sheperd, In what way can I live for you now?
In what way can I love you now?
In what way can I serve someone now?
And in what way can I help someone now?

My God, you showed me the way I must live always!
You showed me how I must love you always!
You showed me how I must serve someone always!
And you showed me how I must help someone always!
Oct-27-07'


 
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
posted by 2Crazzie4U at 11:51 AM
I gave blood yesterday, and ended up passing out afterwards. I was so out of it the whole day, and i was light-headed the whole day. So i called Deanna to sub in for me and she said that she would {which i am ever so thankful for her doing that for me}. I was in bed by 9:10 and was half asleep when my roomies came into the room. I had left the smaller lights on and had the over-head light off. when they came in, they didn't know that i was in bed. So they turned the light on and was a bit loud- then they saw that i was in bed and wasn't sure if they should wake me up or not. Stephanie came in and told them that i wasn't doing so well and that they should try to keep it down for me {awwws}. I am glad that i was able to sleep {a good 9-10 hours}. I have more pink in me today than i had yesterday. But i am going to take it easy today too. Maybe just to some of my reading for my classes. i am trying to find a sub for tonight- that way i won't have to push myself too hard.


Alicia, a girl in one of my classes.. also a friend who is just an inch taller than i am, has been taking lots of pictures {something like the pic shown}.. So i kinda got into doing that a bit. found out a how to make it go black-n-white.. i rather like it. :D.. The pic is in the lobby area of the library. {where i work at nights... also when i had tooken the pic..} Pretty nifty i say! what do you think? I even have a pic of TP if you wanna see it.. hahahahahaha.. don't ask me why i took a pic of TP,, but i did. :D Anyways----- Have a lovely and a wonderful day!