Wednesday, November 29, 2006


My sister is very big on Anime..How big you ask?.. Well, too big that she wants to look like one. She went to get a hair-cut a week or so ago, and let me tell you- she looks crazzie. Why would anyone want to have a hair-cut like that?? I don't know why she would other than she is an anime freak. But she is my sister, even if i don't want to claim her as my sister at times. I do love her loads, and i think it would be mega great fun when we are both at school together. I think that it would be awesome if she wasin Gould also, all 3 Hlatky girls was in the same best dorm.

Well, the main reason for this post was to show off how crazzie my lil sis is, and because my older sis wants to see how crazzie of a hair-cut lil sis has. So, Way to go lil sis- on having the most crazzie'st hair-cut.

I just had to put the picture of what she looked like when she first wake-up, and before brushing her hair.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Ever wonder what it would be like to live in the Bible days? I sometimes wonder. Today, Pastor Bryan was talking on Dispensationalism- and how the Laws back then are different today. The Laws was created so that man can be directed toward God, but since Christ died on the cross for us- we don't need the Law to direct us toward Him. But the Law would help us.

It's amazing that the laws back then were very strick on some things and not on others- yet, today we get mad for the law that we have today-which isn't very stirck on many things at all. But even tho things must've been very hard back then, the people who followed God's Word- came out to be great people.

I often wonder what it would take to be a Godly woman, but the more i do things, the less i understand. I mean, to be a Godly woman or man, one has to know Christ and know His Words. I get that, but what i really don't understand is why do "Christians" have to dress a certian way, act a certian way, be a certian way, do things a certian way, and have certian things. Why can't I be who I am and still go to church without having to worry about what others think of me, or have them wonder why I wasn't in church for a while- or why i don't go on Wednesday. To them, life is easy- but it's not.

Yesterday, I started reading a book called "disapointed with Jesus". It's about a man who in his teenage- years was on fire for God, and how he wonders why his friends didn't follow the same stpes he had. 14 of the 15 teenagers ended up being away from the Lord, and He is the only one who still follows the Lord. What i want to know is, why does Christian who grew up in a Christian home look down on those who grew up in a non-Christian home?? I hate it when people look down on me {and not because i am short}. I guess its because they are scared that they will end up being Non-Christian too.. I dunnos. I guess that is one big reason why i am so hard on myself, but i can't stop that now..not as easy as it sounds like. o-wells

Monday, November 20, 2006

Salvation! I was thinking about when I came to know the Lord as my Savior. I was so excited, and I knew that He was the One who i wanted to serving the rest of my life. But as i grew older, i started wanting to do things my way. I started not caring, and i started having hate in me. hate for my dad, hate for others, and even hate for myself. I started to hate myself more and more and more, to the point i just wanted to give up my life. But i didn't, I kept going. So, now as i think about Salvation, I think about how Great my God is. Even tho i had all those hate in me, He still loved me. It took me a long time to not hate my dad anymore, or anyone else. The hardest thing to stop hating, is oneself. I am always very hard on myself and always putting myself down. When I went back to college for thsoe few days, I realized how blessed i really am. People care alot about me- even when i don't care about me. I aked the Lord if He would help me to forget about myself and just keep going in His footsteps. He truely is my Savior. It's like what He says in His Word, "My sheep shall know me and follow me". {or something along those line}. What a blessing it is to know that I am one of His sheeps, and I can know Him and follow Him. Some of these other religions, one can not know their "god" and follow him/it- just they can only serve him/it.

Shawna had posted a song in one of her post- May the Lord find us Faithful. It talks about how we don't have be scared to serve Him, or to move on. He loves us to the end- but there is no end.. so He loves us forever and ever.

"God has not given us the spirit of fear
But has given us the strength to obey
With power and sound mind
With love the unfailing kind
Oh be not ashamed of His way
May the Lord find us faithful
May His word be our banner held high
May the Lord find us faithful
Everyday though we live though we die"

Friday, November 17, 2006

Ever wonder what it would be like to fly? I sometimes wonder what it would be like, but I know that there is more to life than to fly around. Tinkerbell is one of my fav. disney characters- because she is just a little thing that can do something big. She is the one you do to to fly. Without her- then PeterPan wouldn't be able to fly. I know I often wish i can be else where- be someone else- but i can't, and that is a good thing-because I am here for a reason. We all want to beat a badguy and become a hero. But what if we are already a Hero- just you don't know it? I know TinkerBell is a Hero to someone- even tho she is just a tiny little thing. Who knows- I could be a Hero to someone without even knowing it.

It's amazing to think about Ariel in the Little Mermaid. Kids think about it only as a love story- I think about it in a different way. It's like we are Ariel, God is the dad, and Satan is the Sea witch. We often wonder what it would be like to be on the other side.. We think about it too much that we would do just about anything to get there- even if it means to go to Satan.. Satan puts that limit on us, and if we can't do it within that limit- then we will be his slave. So we go with it, and when we try our best to do that limit- we can't because he is keeping it from happening. Then, when we are in the wrong- our God comes and saves the day. He loves us even when we went behind His back. He tells us that all we had to do was go to Him and ask Him. We may not have gotten it when we wanted it- but if He wants us to have it, then we can have it.. We don't have to go to Satan for things- we just dig ourselves a big hole. But what is so amazing is that WE CAN go to God.. and HE WILL listen to us, and will be there for us when we need His help or when we just need to talk. He gives us courage- when we need it, gives us that patience- when we feel like attacking, and gives us hope- when we feel that there isn't any.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Random people meets random friends.

I am a random person who loves to just be random and do random things. So here is a random blog on a good friend of mine who i thought i would surprise- but instead surprised me.

Freshmen year of college was a crazzie year for me. I was dating a guy name Jasper and i was slowly making friends. My older sister, Joy, was taking a story-telling class with Mrs. Price. She was doing a story in Esther's view, so she randomly asked me to go to class and listen to her. So i did. I felt kinda bad for randomly showing up in a class i never was in. But beign that Mrs. Price loves me just as much as Joy {well maybe not as much- but she knew i was a good random person to have in class}, i was able to stay. So, a few other people did their story- Bobby, Sam, Someone else, and Joy. Sam did her's on a boy and a teacher or a girl- well, i don't remember it off hand, but it was awesome. I had asked my sister what her name was, and so she told me- but she didn't tell me it was Sam {forgot what she told me it was}- but for a semester i was calling her by this name that wasn't her name at all. It wasn't until a friend of Sam showed the dorm-sup a picture of her and Sam being crazzie, that i found out that her real name was Sam. Sam is dating a guy name John {yeah the same guy that Jasper told me that i should date someday-lol}. Anyways, John and her would always be sitting in the hallway or somewhere in the student center when i came in to clean at nights. It was crazzie- but it was awesome. Sophomor year, I would sometimes go home on the bus with the kids, and with my friend Jolene. Sam would be on that same bus- so we got talking at times. So now we are randomly friends, yeah- random is nifty.

Anyways, When i went on this MBBC Trip- i was excited to see my friends again. It was a randomly crazzie rainy-hailing-snowing-thundering Friday morning, i was looking for someone i knew- mainly looking for Amanda {a good friend of mine who i met during soccer training week}. Sam came up and gave me a hug- i was mega surprised, but mega happy. I love hugs, and the more people who gives me hug- the more i love hugs . Okies. So this is the random friend of mine whose name is Sam- but she isn't random like me, but she randomly became my friend. and so- it is nifty awesome. She is on fire for God, and she has an awesome smile and a great attitude toward things. The day i see her not smiling is the day i'll randomly make her smile.-- But i make her smile more than she usually is, mainly because i love to be random and do random things to make people randomly smile. Almost like she makes me smile with just a random doll that John and her found. Yes, a Random doll. Curtis i think we named it- can't remember- but i remember it was a cutie, but not as cute as John and Sam together. :)

Monday, November 13, 2006

MBBC Trip!

The Crazzie but the Awesome weekend. Wednesday, i worked til 2 am- but couldn't get to sleep til about 4 am. then 5am on Thursday Morning, We all got up and left to go to Wisconsin. It was a long trip there. Two teen girls wanted to listen to some "fun music- very loudly" So my one hour sleep- stayed a one hour sleep the whole trip. O-wells. Once we got there, we droped our things off and Kaytie and I went to go see Jolene. She was cleaning the bathroom, and saw me walking-through the mirror. Then i came around the corner and she jumped all over me.. it was great. So we talked for a little bit, then Kaytie and I left her to finish working, and we went off to see the Xbillioer {sp} Team do a little show thing. It was so much funny that i was in tears laughing soo hard. Then Kaytie and I went off to hang out with Jolene and Ruthanna {leaving the rest of the group to watch a video about mbbc and go on a tour} so we went to China Buffet and ate, then we went off to the mall just to walk around. That was loads of fun- of course we stoped by at the book store. On the way back, we stoped off at Culvers and had some ice-cream and just goofed off. We were laughing so much, and just teasing each other. Of course- i was video taping some of it. Then Kaytie and i went back {Jolene when to work and Ruthanna went to study or something} and we went to Devos {after getting some of my sweaters from Gould Dorm and seeing my fav. RA- Katie S.}

Friday, we went off to breakfest, then to Chaple. I saw alot of my friends there and surprised alot of them, and talked with alot of them. I was able to see Amanda {was looking for her}, and saw Mary {such a blessing it is to see her again}, and i saw many other friends. After Chaple, Kaytie, Jolene, Micheal, and I went off to lunch. We had a blast. After lunch we went to the "game" room and played a gam before class. Kaytie and I went off to go to one of Mary's classes. It was boring, but it was kinda nifty too. But it was great being able to be in a class with Mary. Do miss her loads!! Then Kaytie and I went off to Life of Christ class with Jolene. John came walking in soon after, and so we listened. I already heard these, and so it was kinda nifty to hear it again. After that, Kaytie and I hanged out in the dorms- it was snowing, raining, and hailing all at the same time pretty fast and pretty cold.

Hannah was there this weekend too, so we ended up staying a few extra day or two and went home with her. So the rest of the day, Kaytie and I hanged out with Jolene. It was great fun. We went up for dinner in the Dinning Hall- making Kaytie go up to radom people and say radom things to these radom people. Then went over to Ruthanna's place and watched a show- Mcguire or something like that- and just goofed off a bit together. Saturday morning, Kaytie and I talked with our "roomies", then off to breakfest with Jolene- said our goodbyes {Jolene was leaving to go on Band-tour.} Then Kaytie and I hanged out with Ruthanna. We went out to China buffet- because Kaytie was still hungry, so we ate again. We mainly just goofed off. Then something happened, Kathrine and Bradly and some radom guy came in. So we randomly took a pic of them, and radomly said Hi to them. So randomly, we radomly teased each other as we were making fun of kaytie's way of making a "Jello-pudding house". It was loads of fun. Then, after eating and radomly doing things, we went back to Ruthanna's place and watched VeggieTales, then Cars, then the Newsies. As we were watching the Newsies, Bethany was getting mad at us whenever we sang to the songs.. It was so boring- I mean, What is a musical without us singing with them? O-wells. Kaytie, Ruthanna and I ended up staying up a bit longer and talked about different things- Serious and non-serious.

Sunday- off to church we go. I was able to see people from there that i knew, and mainly- i was able to see my girls again. It was great seeing their faces lit up with smiles. After that, Kaytie and I went off to Ruthanna's place again and ate, then watched Toy Story, then we talked and sang disney songs together. Then Hannah and us met up and left.. We were doing very well, until we hit Michigan.. so about 9:30-10:30 we sat on one spot.. there was a car crash sometime between 9:00-9:30. But mean-time, we were kinda bored- but we made it fun by making a video of others being crazzie, and us being crazzie. We saw people running around their car- so we thought it'll be awesome to do it, so we did. It was fun. Hannah went outside- talking on her phone- so we locked her out.. when she got back in, a car passed us and cut in front of us.. but it's alright- we ended up passing that car later on, and we even stoped to get gas and what-nots. But once we were home- we went off to bed. So, today i'll be back to work. Do i want to? NO, but I will, because it is money and it is helping me be able to stay in school. Yeahhhs...

Monday, November 06, 2006

Doesn't my lil brother look so cute? He just came back from church. Boy- it has been a crazzie weekend! Saturday I went to work for 6 hours. As we were on our only break, we found out that we were locked out of the other other building, and all the other doors but one way out was locked.. Turned out, that there was only one guy's bathroon unlocked- and both the girl's bathroom was locked. So Cheryl and I had to wait. -boy was that crazzie. Will happened to have about 5 pairs of gloves where he was working at, so he started throwing them at me. Then he thought it'll be awesome to throw them at my dad and then at Dave. It was fun watching them throw gloves at each other. That night i couldn't sleep- not sure why tho. I slept in sunday {because i had to take a sleeping pill}. Kaytie, Dad and I went up to the warehouse store and got some paint and a few other things. I was able to park the van by a white van and a red truck.. that was crazzie- because dad was telling me to do this and then that, and i was trying to not hit either the van or the truck or hit the cart.. o-wells. I did it tho :).

When we got back, Kaytie and I got started on painting the room. We painted the windows blue- then 2 of the walls purple. {we'll finish it later or something}. It's going to look awesome. As we were painting, Kaytie got crazzie and ended up painting on some of the blue we did, and on the cilling.. hehehehe. Dad of course got mad- but didn't show it when Kaytie was up.. I don't care- It's something that we can laugh about and remember in the end. When Kaytie and the boys went off to bed, me dad gave me the "love talk". Pretty much blaming me for what Kaytie did, and the fact that it'll take him forever and a day to fix the "mess" up... But that is life i am sure. But other than that "love talk", he didnt' bother us too much because he was too busy talking to his "family"--which is the people in a chatroom. He was online for over 12 hrs today- and tell me that i spent too much time on it yesterday- which wasn't even an hour. 0-wells.- i don't care.

Anyways, The room is going to be great. Kaytie is going to be living in it, and i'll just take over Joy's room. Take down the bed and put it into the attic, and just decorate it and try to clean it up---somehow. I always wanted my own room- but it's not really my own room. Why? well, because there is still Joy's things here, and Mom is using the room as a storage {nowhere else to put it}. o-wells. I'll be moving out someday. I don't want to live here and have to pay rent, because i know my dad will use it for cigs, and other things we don't need.

Other than painting a room, I was able to start on a scrapbook. Here is one of the pages. My cousin's kid, Ken the 3rd. What a cutie he is. I thought that it'll be awesome to do a scrapbook of my year away from college, and of college.. etc. I am so going to be bring my camera with me to mbbc this week. :) I am missing my friends, my dorm, my chapel, and my classes. {yeah, even homework and having 2 great fun jobs.}

People at school wonder why i am never home-sick.. and here i find out the real reason why.. because it's a great way to get away from dad, away from home, from all the mess that i have to clean up, all the lies that hit me, all the hate that wants to climb into my body. I don't hate my dad, i just don't have one. Well, i do in real life, but really- he isn't there for me, nor wants to. He's just too busy on his computer {or if that's down- he'll be on this one--which he is now}, or just too busy talking about his "friends" online. Whenever he starts talking about the chatroom or anyone in the chatroom- i stop listening. I guess, having no dad is apart of life that i have to go threw. I know i have a Father that cares for me, but it is very hard to see that He loves me, or well...why He would love someone like me. It's just too hard. o-wells. Life goes on, and one day I wouldn't have to worry about dad.

Well, that's that. Hope you are doing well. :)


Saturday, November 04, 2006

Don't i look beautiful? I am sure you wouldn't mind seeing how crazzie i can get!! trust me, i can get pretty crazzie in a clean way. Maybe i should go to church wearing that!! I am sure i'll get some people staring at me. . .Nah, i am just joking.

Okies, I am here to tell you that i love u loads!! Don't worry, my hair was acting up that day.. o-wells.. Crazzie day!!

At work, we got a new guy- because one of the new guys that came last week thought it'll be cool to quit. O-wells. My dad was talking to the new guy, and that hit it off pretty well. Of course- my dad had to talk about us. Making it sound like he is still apart of our lives- even tho he really isn't. He is more focus on his computer friends and affiars than he is with his own family. I guess that is part of life then ah? Wouldn't mind it if i had a dad who would care about me more than his computer friends that he never seen. o-wells. There are always people who love ya, and those that hate ya.

Kaytie asked me why i am only adding pics on me on it and not of her.. so here we go.. Hope she likes this one of her!! ROFLOL.. She said that she was very happy now.. Yeah, she is a bit more crazzier than i am. But that is mega greats..!! :)