Ever looked at something this beautiful and just think about how great God is? It's always amazing how the weather changes, and how beautiful each season looks like. From Winter to Spring to Summer to Fall. It's great just knowing that God cares about each little thing. To us, we would just love to have it be Summer all the time. But we need it to rain, to have the Sunshine, to have the snow, etc. Trees look wonderful with their different colors during the Fall, but if it was never Winter, then the trees wouldn't need to be colorful, or need to grow new leaves for next year. God painted each leaf, and each Sunrise- Sunset. Each cloud is different, and each wave is different too. It's very easy to forget how much God loves you, {or well, to know how little He love you, becuase we can never know for sure how much He really loves us, we can only see a little bit of that great love.} and just too easy to start thinking that He has forgotten you. But that's not the case at all. If anyone is forgetting, it is us. It's too easy for us to forget Him and to go on with life without thinking about Him. But we need Him, to grow- to love- to care, etc. He never left us hanging- He's been there by our side the whole time.

I have a hard time forgiving myself for many things. But I know that He forgives me everytime, even though i don't deserve it. I really don't deserve anything that i do have, a job- a family- a home- a life- a breathe- a friend. But i have all of that, and much more. I have a way to go to Heaven- a God who loves me- a Savior who died for my sins- a Bible to read to learn about God, etc.