What a blessing it is to see how God can give us something so small- yet it seems so big to us. I heard about all those tornados out in TX... mega crazziness. To us, that seems to be something so huge- but to God, it's just a small thing. Almost like playing lagos- small toys to us and yet we can distroy what we made within seconds. God doesn't want to distroy us tho- just want to wake us up a bit. We are falling asleep- just like those men did the night before Jesus was nailed to the cross. But what a huge blessing it is to know that He rosed from the dead 3 days later, and washed our hearts as white as snow.

Now, this year off of college has been crazzie. There are days where I am having a blast, and others--well, not so good. There are so much going on, and yet nothing is going on. I've been going through some inner-challenges..and i've been beating myself up over it all, but once i prayed and gave it to God, things been getting a bit better. Well, ,maybe not better in a way i wish it would be, but my attitude is better. Sure, i do miss college {even the classes; and the homework; and the long hours of working in the kitchen without anything to eat until i get back to my room; and the time spent getting to know new friends n old friends; and the time being spent at church with those trouble makers.......i mean...Angels...}, but the Lord wants me home for now. I am not sure whatever why for- but there is a reason. I do believe that i have grown so much--maybe not in hieght, or in ways one wishes... but i have grown. I've learned to listen more, and to speak up more {mainly speaking up- because i am pretty bad at that}.. I've learned to not think about "What if?" , but to think more on "When?". When I am done with this war, I will be at peace; When this task is over, I will move onto that other task over that huge hill...

This week has been a blessing at work. I haven't worked on 548 for more than 6 hours total {besides today.. but i didn't mind being on it today- seeing how i had my own lil vacation being off of it}. I've been working on these "spares" type parts. I enjoyed it very much.. they weigh about 20lb each- and does ache ya arms after a while.. but i don't mind it. Yesterday, i got to work with Lil Joe {picture of him being himself- silly}...outside {which never happens}... so we were havign a blast.. then when it got a bit chilly, we moved inside. Big Joe came and helped us. That was a blast, the Joes and I. They are both very funnie in their own ways. I have one who makes fun of himself and the other makes it seem like he doesn't like me {but i know he does...}. He-Big Joe- told me that he got my laugh down-pack {which he doesn't. LOL}.. Today, I threw a glove at Big Joe- but he didn't saw me, so he threw it at Lil Joe,.. Lil Joe threw it back and hit Big Joe on the head.. then Big Joe threw it back {but missed}.. great fun starting things and not being in it all. LOL..

Well- that is kinda whats going on nows... Crazzie is normal- or maybe normal is Crazzie.. One may never know!!!!